never satisfied.

I been so bitter.. so angry... It was just so hard to let go.
I don't like myself like this, like that.
Maybe I been too sensitive, maybe I been too passive.. and holding it in. But either way the way I have been acting is unhealthy, hurting others, and mostly hurting myself. I hate it.

It's time to let go.

I'm sorry.


I'm so unconfident... it's sad (that's not a word). It is sad. It makes me sad. I don't like feeling this way about myself. I think that the one who needs to grow up is myself. I don't want to be this way.. not anymore.

I need help; I think I need to go ask for it.